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One day, a thought suddenly occurred to me. Was not my will to paint
beautiful bamboo, to paint each individual beautiful bamboo tree too
much in the forefront, preventing me from painting the true color of
the bamboo?
If was going to spend my life as a discerning bamboo artist, I had to
have eyes and a spirit that could look at bamboo honestly. I had to maintain
the eyes and the spirit of a child to be able to express honestly the
impression that the bamboo gave me...
And I wanted to peel off one more layer of skin than there are in the
skin I have now. I wanted to see and paint bamboo more honestly. In order
to do that it was absolutely necessary for me to change my ideas. I wanted
to put my spirit into a state of nothingness. Maybe if I went to a world
that was devoid of color, the color of bamboo would appear more vivid.
That
was it! A colorless world – the North Pole or the South Pole.
If I was going to go somewhere, I might as well go to the top of the
earth, so I decided to go to the North Pole. At the top of the earth’s
axis, in a world devoid of color, I wanted to take a fresh look at my
paintings and at myself. With this in mind, I eagerly looked up all kinds
of information, searched for connections in various places, and ended
up aiming to go to the northernmost Inuit village, Siorapaluk. Because
it is in Danish territory, I submitted an application to the Danish embassy,
and because there is an American base there, I needed a special permit.
I spent a hectic time dealing with these formalities, but in the end
my wish came true; on June 30, 1991 I left from Narita Airport. For about
one month, until July 30, I experienced life in Greenland. I returned
to Japan on August 3.
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